what doesn’t kill you can only make you stronger.

and i have to keep going through various mantras in my head to prevent myself from running away and hiding out for the rest of my life in a cave with me, my iBook & preferably a wireless and a cat. i could live like that.

i am so beyond tired. too tired to go running, i’m bingeing on yet another pack of cookies just to keep myself awake, i don’t even know for what. i tried reading my history notes on the bus after seeing various IP3s mugging in the canteen and feeling guilty for not planning to even touch my notes myself, but i wound up sleeping on the way home.

day started out pretty fine, i was in school early for once, and after CIP meeting it was a history lecture on the cold war, stoning around for a while, then crashed the mainstream bio lecture just to be with OG6, did some research in the canteen on pedra branca, contact time, lunch, debates, semi-jamming session in the canteen with the piano, and now i’m home after an amazingly long day and i’m starting to feel rather overwhelmed.

i need sleep so badly; i’m so tired. and everything’s just getting so frustrating and complicated. the high point of my day was getting the house affiliate position in class WHEEEEEEEEEEE =)

so maybe this love for NJ that i’m feeling now (as a leftover reaction from orientation) will continue on, which i hope it does because i’m gonna be seeing alot more of school and alot more scary work.

sitting through the bio lecture was scary. no thanks i don’t want bio manzxz. i think i’m quite happy with history, and it looks pretty interesting despite a very thick stack of notes. (just ignore the many typo/grammatical errors and that we’ve been through this before.)

i have much to moan about but then again it isn’t anything like the end of the world. so forget it. i’m sure things are gonna get better, and i’ll get through any rut i get stuck in.

yoghurt time.

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i’m tired of secondguessing everything;

will you stay awake for me? i just don’t wanna miss anything.