i slept at 2am after finishing 2 paragraphs of lit, only to get an extension during lecture today (not that i’m complaining about more time) till next wednesday, so i guess i’ll rewrite it to ensure some degree of quality at least.
my PI’s screwed up, after reading the PI of others (shoulda done so earlier) i realized it. sigh.
my day was actually quite fun. being happy and high keeps you awake, after coffee and icy cold water in the morning just to keep my eyes open.
i thought today was friday and nearly died of fright.
i felt the drizzle, with specks of rain, and i wanted to go running. even though i’m not in a state to run, even though i should anyway because i’m becoming flabby and heavy with all the irregular dinners and not enough sleep.
this ain’t working out the way it should, but thank goodness i’ve cleared some things up.
like yesterday daddy called me on his way down from KL, on his handphone, just to see if i was okay. then he asked about debates and all, then asked where my quarters were held. and i told him brusquely not to come down because i could see him there freaking me out major. so i called him just now to apologize and explain because i felt so bad about it.
yeah, i ended up crying my heart out in front of my computer all the tears i’d been holding back, and thankfully i felt better after that (:
lalala i should go do homework. i don’t feel like eating anymore; usually i have some food in mind to binge on but tonight other than my oreo ice cream there wasn’t anything else much i felt like having.
i should just go running and shed the poundage i’m steadily piling on, no thank you to late nights and later dinners. rah.
today was actually mostly good. i’m just too tired to appreciate it, and so tired that i’m making a big fuss out of small things.
i’m looking forward to tomorrow, yet dreading it. although it’s going to come, so i should just focus on why i’m extremely excited about
1. meeting suzy tmrw for finals 
i miss my best friend !
2. my pen hoard, courtesy of lavania who went shopping for it today. i write more with nicer pens, and writing more is always good for arts students who have many essays to write. argument for debate cases would be similar.
3. TGIF. even though saturday…. let’s not go there. although i must admit i’m excited
and now, to FINALLY start on homework, getting my butt offline, and getting some sleep done.
(and stop eating all the cookies and timtams.)
