this feels all too good to be true, but then i remember that it’s not THAT great, so maybe it is all true.
i’m not even that nervous about tomorrow, perhaps i’ve been too tired to think, with too many things on my mind to get anything straight. i spent most of the lessons today trying very hard not to fall asleep.
AHHH WORKWORKWORK i just realized today that EoM’s due tmrw. shizzes. i think i might fail PW. (or not get an A. bah.)
i’m supersupersuper psyched about tomorrow’s performance, listening to the songs over on repeat and maybe i’ll get over my stage fright and USE THE STAGE AHAH.
THE BEST PART ABOUT TOMORROW is grace & mich coming down to support me. honestly i’ll be performing for them. even though they’ve probably heard me sing upteenth times but still -
wish me luck! i’ll be praying that the nerves won’t take over. and that i’ll hit the right notes!! 
ahh i love debating btw, even though we’re on the most futile topic of the israel-palestine conflict. i never seem to stop learning new things, especially with our new coach who just came in.
