i am faint with fatigue;
i stayed up until 430am this morning to finish history VA, woke up 180 minutes later and hauled myself out of bed and to school, surviving the day with just a coffee & a donut to kickstart it off.
all that slogging for 5 marks. we students of today live pathetic lives.
i stayed awake the whole day, being happy and high and random. VERY RANDOM. to the extent mr whitby termed it “airheadedness”. i think a lack of sleep makes me more alive. in a bad way.
i basically sound like an obsessive and whiny spoilt brat, the last thing on earth i’d want to be.
EoM remains… undone. i feel guilty for spending the weekend with food. i don’t dare to go near the weighing scale after the enourmous amounts of food i have consumed in the past 72 hours, especially last night when i binged cos i was stressed and also cos i needed to stay awake.
i. have. so. much. to. do. ):
