all i really really need now is sleep, but that’s the last thing on my mind that’s positively buzzzzzzing with things to do. i’m still awake in class, but i’m so chirpy it’s scary. i think i really need to sleep more.
lunch today was at the grandstand with grace. very random. we were super tempted to pon our last lesson after that, which was MATH. of all the things.
spar with sajc after that, and i realized that SA wasn’t that far away from NJ.
fell asleep on the way back home. walked in a mild drizzle and felt quite awake… for a while.
this month is passing by far too fast. it’s almost the end but it feels like the start.
OH AND !! MONDAY, 28TH JULY, ARTS CENTRAL, 10PM – BRIDGING MINDS !!
do tune in, you get to see me with a horrible hongkong accent and declaring myself a tree-hugger and someone who used to have eating problems (3 different characters in 3 acts). one month after the recording, it premieres.
THE ONE MONTH HAS PASSED SOOOOO FASTTTT. i miss my teammates and the hotel and the gym and the food and generally the whole lifestyle. i had a fabulous bunch of people with me.
and now, i’m 7 weeks away from promos and i’m starting to feel very, very stressed.
so much hinges on this. (GAH.)
i really don’t want next year to come. last year was fabulous, this year fabulous in a different way, but next year will just be a hell hole of tests culminating in that stupid exam.
breaks of sanity from insanity would be appreciated. i think the closest i can get to that is quiet time with God every night. i get stressed by shopping because i can’t decide what i want to buy. so i think i’m better off bingeing myself into oblivion then going running in order to prevent myself from a very real death.
i reallyreallyreally want to go to sentosa. i need time AWAY from reality. swimming pool is no longer a substitute, i want to lie on the beach and sleep. the thought itself is so comforting. maybe sunday. (yes, and i can go on my wishful thinking.)
okay enough thinking -:/
