God is sovereign over everything & although times are tough, i can truly testify that God does not test you beyond what you can take. today i felt quite disappointed about my math, but something big just happened to cheer me up immensely, and i now feel like i’ve got the strength to go on…
everything i am, for Your kingdom’s cause.
yesterday i tried to blog but ended up not being able to blog because the post didn’t register. anyway -
past few days have been pretty much great!! (with the exception of last night)
-END OF PRELIMS!! no more school based exams yay.
-started a tumblr account (http://whirlwindromances.tumblr.com/)
-i love tumblr! but wordpress kinda rocks too so yeah. not entirely gonna move. yet. not that i’m going to be doing much on either end.
-MOVIE MARATHON 
+ stayover! which was really really really enjoyable and actually has been the highlight of my post-exam activities we watched transformers one and two in one single night HAHAHA transformers was good but the second one started to stretch the limits of my imagination already. OHH and we consumed super. alot. of. rubbish. chips and one entire pint of ice cream oh dear but pukka icecream is actually good. (i’ve been going there SUPER OFTEN HAHA) or at least, i like it. looking forward to more of such insanely good times after As
-was interviewed for something which was quite fun!! good dinner (first oktoberfest dinner, platter of bratwurst and other german stuff was so good) ++ sticky chewy chocolate sundae from swenson’s for dessert
-haven’t been sleeping enough, have been bumming around too much, NEED TO START APPLYING TO UK (!!) and so i shall start. tonight.
meanwhile, i shall be off for youth soon. haven’t gone in weeks ‘cos of tuition.
TODAY WAS TOTALLY THE AWESUMZ!!
okay so i had an immense amount of trouble WAKING UP and i ended up late for church becoz church service has now been moved 1 hour earlier 
i should be ashamed of myself, really BUT next week i will try to be on time!! :/
and thenz went out for a super long lunch with church people!! ikea meatballs are awesome and the company was just hilarious haha i <3 my church people. they’re all so nice even though sometimes i still feel abit like a stranger cos they’ve all grown up with each other and i’m this thing that just dropped in quite recently.
hopefully the next time i go to ikea they have my favv soup! love ikea soup, and the wholemeal/chunky kinda bread that comes with it.
went to vivooooo! basil just happened to be there with other people but joined me to go shopping for some stuff eg. dividers! and we managed to find some at pageone. i’m gonna be rather annoyed if i find nicer looking ones at kino tomorrow though BUT NEVERMIND!!
then went to macs and decided to read my history notes (!!), spent like OVER THREE HOURS on one set but at least i’m done with it :/ history is one subject that i just seem to spend so much time on but i still do badly for
TOMORROW … MATH COMES BACK. I AM DREADING IT. DREADING DREADING.
this is probably the only kind of suspense that i like, prefer?
better not to know
on the brighter side!! finished studying about 9, went down to swissbake at about 9? and i was really annoyed cos my favourite quiche and pies were ALL GONE so i bought some chocolate thing, and some curry puff instead. i think i stole one of the chocolate things lavania was eyeing (HAHA SORRY MATE!) but it was the first time i saw that there were actually any chocolate things left!
and then while i was paying, guess who should come along but dear ol’ B
who came down to send me home 
today has been a v.v. happy day although it turned out entirely different from the day i planned out when i started my day today – but unexpected is good, once in a while!!
SCHOOL IN LIKE, 8.5 HOURS?? MATH LESSON IN 9 HOURS.
i shall think about how awesome today has been
gentings was AWESOME TO THE MAX I TELL YOU.
i thought turnning 17 was cool enough, i think 18 is PWNAGE. srsly!!
all the lovely birthday presents and bashes AND NOW,
the past few days in gentings with my dear aunty (who isn’t really related to me, but just someone who might care for me most in the entire world, and definitely loves me alot and isn’t afraid to show it) were just SO SO GOOD.
i am super recharged and rar-ing to go now. i am so excited about my future!!
i am so sure that i am going to enjoy myself, even though i’m not THAT sure about what i want to do BUT i’m confident that i’ll find my way, somehow.
right now, i’m tending towards being a lit teacher.
i’ll grit my teeth and find some love in poetry.
(because i am such a ne’er do well and a good-for-nothing, there are few subjects that i CAN do, even fewer that i WANT to do, and trying to match “can”, “want” along with the teaching scholarship i am aiming for isn’t that easy. it ends up with doing law and hoping to get some scholarship from somewhere to do it.)
i love love love my aunt she’s fascinating and interesting and the most wonderful person to be with! i was really sad to have to leave gentings! 
i saw the most awesome things while i was there!!!! cable car ride, went to the temple and the statues are all so pretty (yes, as much as i don’t really like temples, this one was in the mountains and FULL OF FRESH AIR and funny statues!), birthdayy lunch buffet + cake!, went to some JEWEL exhibition and OMGOSH soooo nice!!, and then THE FOUNDER OF GENTINGS – is really a visionary.
just think about it. in the 1970s, where technology was primitive, he thought about inventing a place in the hills/mountains for people to 1. enjoy the forest and 2. escape the gruelling heat of the city. HOW SMART! and he didn’t believe that it was “impossible” although everyone laughed at him for his dream of a hotel in the clouds.
but he had the last laugh. ITS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE. with such fresh air and OH!!
really, the experience of a lifetime. but not just the scenery and the things to do, but good company, made all the difference
so although i haven’t studied for the past 3 days and i kind of realize that i might really be very screwed i’m just totally like whatever.
i’ll just try my best and trust that God is in control.
oh! and darling B came to pick me up from golden mile complex and send me home!!
which saved me from lugging my not-so-small luggage all the way home! and made me quite a happy girl
BACK TO STUDYING FULL STEAM TOMORROW!!
its such an odd thing to say but i actually enjoy studying and i’m looking forward to just spending my days studying. i guess its because i do selective studying, and only do stuff i like :S ahwell. and i buy myself chocolate. lots of it. i just bought bubblegum with hershey flavour HAHAH. choco-maniac TTM!
in about 8 hours time i will be OFF to enjoy myself in genting highlangs for 3 days and 2 nights!
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yousendit is taking forever to upload stuff, but its already halfway through so i’m too lazy to stop it :/
just finished packing!!
I AM V.V.V.V.V. EXCITEDDD!!
my math is in the pits of Doom. i think i’m seriously just gonna read solutions and hope for the best!! :/
ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE:
went out with esther dearrr today!!
and and!! bought a new wallet. from ripcurl.
considered this 
but ended up buying this
esther also passed me my birthday present PLUS belated christmas present – cool post-its (the kind where you fill in boxes and tick stuff, not blank ones!) and a notebook (decorated by her!) !!! awesomeness
on another note, lavania also passed me my birthday present AND!! its socks PLUS lots of good food hehe.
i like… letters and practical presents!! clocks included. HAHA.
this year i’ve had awfully good presents!!
so… THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PRESENTS AND NOTES!! really appreciate it!
next birthday present coming up… trip to gentings from sunday-tuesday with my aunt!!
its such bad timing to have my birthday in june BUT i’m loving it
18th has been SUCH A BLAST!! unbelievably good.
belated celebrations are just as awesome as actual day celebrations hohoho.
less magic but still fun!
went shopping with mum in the morning, xinwang hongkong cafe for lunch, was really good bonding time with mum!
and as usual i wanted to DIE becoz all the dresses were HIDEOUSLY short and mum just made things worse because the dresses were SO NOT short for her but like, not her type. grrr.
THEN! met B at marina!! epic phail at trying to study together AHAHAHA. sucks to be us. dinner at crystal jade. the noodles were really goooooooooddd omggg and xiaolongbao also!
not so good – the realization that i now have trouble eating!! its quite bad. because i’ve been sick so my food intake decreased and i lost alot of weight last week. and i’ve become a slower eater than before OH DEAR my ankles now look horrid. after dinner we were shopping for pumps andd its just awful to look at my legs in the mirror now omg. for the first time in a lowng time i actually feel that i might really be too skinny.
okay but after thatttt we had CAKEEEEEE and being absolutely awesome and the best boy in the world omgoshhhhh B somehow managed to get the guy to bring the cake to the table with like, a candle on it. and then B sang me a birthday song and i almost cried cos i was so touched HAHA dumb right BUT YES.
sinfully delicious!
the happy girl!
the awesome mr B is the <3
aye and i am a very happy, very blessed girl!
who also really, really need to get down to study. and buy bluetack and print photos and stick up a wall full of memories…..
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this isn’t going to be easy BUT God will bring us through, never have i been more certain about how this is the right way, this is the way God wants us to go. not together, but apart.
best birthday everrrrrrrrr. haven’t had such a good birthday in YEARS!!
sermon today was about mission work and how its important for us to do mission work and i think, honestly, that’s the only thing i can say God has put a burden in my heart to do. to some day go set up IJ schools. i’ve felt the need to do it since like… 14? and i guess its the best i can do to pass on all that being in an IJ school has passed on to me!
ANYWAY, that aside, spent the rest of the day with my best friends FOREVERRRRRRRRRR estella and graceeeeeeee
thank you for the most wonderful day!!!
and for the lovely notes/presents!
and a big thank you to mum, dad, sandra, nush for making me one of the happiest girls on earth today!! for the presents/cards/cake/notes!
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE <3!
andddd thank you to everyone who’s wished me a happy birthday !!!!
TODAY I AM REALLY ONE OF THE HAPPIEST GIRLS ON THE PLANETTT!!!!
i leave you with this verse, that has somehow spoken to me today:
“For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”
(Matthew 6:21)
and that is why our #1 priority in life must always be GOD.
not earthly treasures like money or fame, but the treasure that is a relationship with God!
thank you:
sandra, darren, mummy, heidi, izzah, maria, leungyan, jodie, lavania, estella, arthi, cass, samantha, esther, justin,… (so farA)
life’s good with a bottle of blackcurrent vodka from Q in hand. mmhmm. i prefer green apple flavour though. BUT STILL. the guy at the counter didn’t even check my ID when i bought my first legal drink!
but ahwell. can’t say i’m not making full use of the fact that i am finally of legal drinking age
a good day awaits
i’m really exhausted today!!
who wouldnt be after
- 3 hours of LIT with only 2 breaks lasting 5 mins
- a short 30 min break in between spent mostly on lunch
- another 3 hours of lectures, this time HISTORY, with only 1 break
INSANE I TELL YOU.
okay but dinner after that was good. so nevermind.
especially since i got to see…
SPARKY!
really <3 this little one. nice long silky soft fur and just, so cute!
