happy birthday johnson, && i hope you have a REALLY AWESOME DAY 
But yeah nothing will change the fact that you’re already incredibly awesome yourself hahahah. <3!
to the coolest dude around -
all you did was save my life;
helloooooo i have been down with food poisoning!! either from subway or school food.
have wasted my entire national day weekend away either in the toilet or sleeping cos i’m suuuuper weak. and although i’m pretty much well now (thank God!) i am in no mood to study HAHA.
so here are some postsecret images that i’ve found quite.. nice over the past few weeks!
oh and for those of you who don’t have twitter/haven’t been watching my twitter feed:
I lost my wallet earlier this week on monday (man feels like a really long time ago) but through a miracle (THANK GOD!!) my wallet was returned
… and more but i don’t feel like posting them here, i think everyone should go to postsecret.com and discover another side of themselves. a dark, or rather hidden side, that someone else in this world shares with them.
it was my turn to decide; i knew it was our time.
omgosh today i have really stuffed mself with food -
woke up hungry and so mum cooked up some omelette,
was hungry by first break so had chicken rice,
subway for lunch,
waffles for dessert,
lasagna plus fries plus coleslaw for dinner.
i feel bloated/contented now!
i’ve developed a new love for jimmy eat world. brooding.
I AM REALLY TIRED.
strike up the band and make the fireflies dance;
this is really cute:http://www.disapprovingrabbits.com/2009/05/honeybunche-s.html
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math test today was nothing short of horrible, especially the first half which was utterly demoralizing because i felt really dumb and i almost fell asleep even! :/ oh dear.
my state of lack of sleep is getting quite serious,
i’m constantly in a semi-daze, and i’m not quite sure what’s going on,
i’m unreasonable and on the verge of tears,
crave icecream as a comfort food to make myself feel better,
BUT at least i’m feeling normal again.
just, really tired.
and… i’m peeling like maddd but i guess it’s for the better.
this week has been… honesty to the max.
which isn’t exactly always for the better but i guess sometimes things just have to be done.
i’m just thankful that the people around me have more patience than i do,
or i think my life really would be in shambles.
we’re being pulled a hundred different directions.
i am temporarily camera shy, and prefer looking towards the ground.
if you see me, your first reaction will probably be to laugh.
(lavania, being the pal she is, GUFFAWED.)
i am tempted to stay home foreverzxz but fat hope to that!
(can’t wait for this ugly, ugly tan line RIGHT ON THE FACE to go away.)
have been watching HSM music videos.
i think HSM1 is the best. the only thing i like about HSM3 is that…
it’s kinda something i could really relate to.
you know, the whole going to college and leaving behind what you’re comfortable with.
at the same time, i have to force myself not to think about my own future.
in the sense that i don’t really want to think about what i’ll have to leave behind.
my cat’s on the couch next to me, snoring.
she’s 6 this year. i can remember when i first picked her up.
she was tiny, and i was thrilled by this purring ball of fur.
time passes by so, very fast.
she’s now a fat ball of fur. still purrs too.
and still lovable, but i always feel like i dont spend enough time with her.
bleaghs.
i’m being very random today.
threadless shirts are comfy !! fitting’s abit odd though :/
but still, overall comfy whee!
easy to say, not easy to follow.
something worth thinking about.
He who is not content with what he has will not be content with what he wants.
If you don’t have peace and joy right now where you are in your life, please understand that getting more things will not give you contentment. Instead, you need to seek God, because He is the source of true contentment. Then, once you have established God as the source of your contentment, you can be content in any and every situation.
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there’s always more. its never enough. 2nd isn’t good enough beause it’s not first, an A isn’t good enough because it’s been scraped, barely, and trim & fit isn’t good enough because it’s not skinny.
sometimes i struggle with myself, and wonder if the problem is from me, from my own discontentment, or because honestly, that particular thing just doesn’t match up.
i guess. i’ve been seeking the wrong things all along.
i said alright, alright, alright. you make the calls tonight.
i want to watch 17 again!!!
anyway i saw the cutest thing today.
i was on the bus, and there were 2 kids, about 4 or 5 years old.
the tiny type, the type who, when they’re not screaming and irritating everyone, are just absolutely adorable, lovable, cute.
and these 2 kids were sitting opposite each other, and they managed to communicate in some form of baby language.
i got down with both the kids at my stop, and as the parents carried the kids and walked in opposite directions, the kids just could not stop staring at each other.
perhaps one day they’ll meet again, and fall in love properly this time.
there are times i really wonder what the concept of true love is,
and how everyone has different view on what’s right and not,
so ultimately, what is right? who is right?
are there ever absolutes?
but if there are always exceptions, why have a rule?
sometimes, i think too much. i try to handle too many things. i want a break.
i want to run away to some unbeknownst corner and just cry.
want to stay home and sleep. spend time with my cat.
do a million things, all at once.
(and perhaps, die trying.)
okay i’m just being random and emo. i think i really quite badly need sleep.
get to know yourself better.
made more revelations.
(this quiz is good.)
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
fearless-
And I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless
i’m leaving for vietnam in a few days.
i haven’t packed.
there’s so many other things i’d like to do;
but i don’t know how.
i feel quite stoned.
new earphones, new hair ties (i bought 3, somehow one’s gone missing within a few hours! grah) -
my appetite’s suddenly come back and i’ve been eating, ALOT.
eg. two bowls of wanton mee for dinner last night
(okay but it was REALLY really GOOD wanton mee)
and today i had double lunch :X plus sandwiches.
oh no.
i really might grow fat this time but whatever.
i think i forgot how much i liked eating, just for fun.
cos all the answers come one by one.
my life consists of having my give phone alarms ring half a dozen times each before i manage to wake up, rushing to school and hoping i make it in time, just going through the motions in lessons, all the time looking forward to the only life i have outside of school, which would be going to vivo with estella. and, along with spending time with grace, that kinda makes me day.
yeah today was more sushi and i tried the mudpie mcflurry which is REALLY GOOD. although the mcflurry seems to shrink in size every time i try it, but it smells good and tastes good. like way way better than the oreo mcflurry, but i’m not so sure if it’s worth $2.50! still it IS yummy
i’m tired, scared, and sick of all this but i’m trying really hard to hold on and not give up.
i spent today wishing i was someone else, and realizing that i’m just so close but so far.
on a random note, i hate holes in my socks!!! but my nicest socks all have holes in them cos i have an awfully disproportionately long toe that’s longer than the rest, and slowly pokes holes in my socks, and the more often i wear the sock, the bigger the hole gets. grrrrr.
