The painful superficiality.
Today was another day of ups & downs, nothing incurable by my iPod’s complete selection of songs from my entire library, from canon in D to calm me down & singing “my humps” & “milk shake” with tiff in the canteen.
Today was a productive study day, because Amanda was a darling & taught me chemistry 
thanks so much
During Chinese I wrote letters since it was “self-learn”, so I figured if I wasn’t in the mood to do a paper I might as well figure out my compo skills first for practice.
I need a new attitude, and it’s quite scary to think I might not be able to count on the time after exams because it’s just two weeks! Sigh. =/
I think I let myself get affected far too easily, which is bad. Because it means I need to make a concerted effort to psyche myself into curbing the temper & curbing the negative thoughts thing.
From being addicted to facebook though, I now no longer need my computer because I’m quite happy with the iPod. At this rate, it won’t matter that I screwed up my Chinese module of goodness knows how many credits, because I’ll manage to pass everything else.
In this life, hectic confusion couples with our natural instincts to disastrous effects.
But one thing stays the same;
I love my iPod. (:
On another note, geog presentation today was not bad, every minute spent perfecting those slides (and the fonts, font colours, choosing the theme) was totally worth it because it looked really nice on the screen. I think there’s this curse of the OP thing going for me though, I keep losing my OP scripts JUST BEFORE the presentation. Ugh.
Thankfully nush’s tablet was at hand today, thanks dear (:
i love my friends (:
yawns.
i will sleep at 10pm tonight, after i’m done with MI.
all other homework can wait until tomorrow.
just quickly did up this powerpoint, i think it looks quite nice, although it isn’t exactly what i thought about at first but yeah.
it looks a little childish/ done on microsoft paint but yeah. heh. i realized how nice the lyrics were, lol.
and when it comes to this…
it’s 6.30am and i just heard the newspaper being left outside the door, which is perfect cause i’m just about to walk out of the house.
blog-hopped because for once i managed to wake up early after sleeping before midnight last night, oh-the-amazement, although i didn’t manage to do my stats tutorial in the end (3 questions left and i suck at calculating standard deviation) but went onto facebook (i am not addicted to it, yet.) to upload some photos of debate for bern who’s compiling a video for open house.
i just realized she was compiling a video for open house, and not seniors farewell. gah.
it’s so cold and i havent even left the house yet. i’m wrapped up in my sweater and i would so willingly crawl back to my bed right now because i could just sleep the day away, and goodness knows i need it with my big ugly eyebags and i’m sick, too.
for all the moaning it takes, i think i’m lucky that i can actually find something to be glad about in school, and that if i were pinnochio, i could say i love NJ without my nose growing really long. although i do not say it with much conviction or passion or the way i say, I LOVE STC :D:D, i’m sure NJ will catch up in the end.
in typical leejing terms, i will only learn to love NJ approximately 6 months before i leave.
time for school.
happy birthday singapore ! (:
NDP gets more boring each year, honestly. i think i’m just growing up. but i think if you put me in the middle of the festivities watching the parade in the crowd, i’ll start cheering like a little girl all over again.
the songs do get worse each year though. this year’s “there’s no place i’d rather be” seems to be a song written especially for the one and only kit chan, and it doesn’t really apply to the rest of singapore.
i am hooked to the croatian rhapsody, what the WD danced to at NDC yesterday.
i think i will be quite happy in september, albeit a tad busy because there’s a tap performance on the 15th, and musical night at the hostel on the 2nd and DEP should start too. i think being busy with things i like makes me happy. okay that was quite duh but yeah (:
went out with suzy today i think today was more of a bingefest more than anything else, started at coffee bean and ended up at hong kong cafe, meeting freaky people on the way and uh, making new friends on the phone. haha shh =x
xD
came home and just felt really tired, i think my body is sleep deprived, but i shall stay up tonight to finish the bio project since we’re meeting tmrw. hope the OBML reunion goes well tmrw man. sigh.
probably shall get home early to go running. running’s the new love, have i mentioned? i bet grace is super proud of me for finally finding something i love that is mostly good for me and independent of other factors
emo nemo shall not rein, sunshine daisies do not bow to rain.
that didn’t make sense but i just wanted it to rhyme ahah. finished reading narnia (the first 3 books) so i’m on to the 4th now. if i ever find time to read it, that is.
goodbye world, and happy national day! (:
(although the only thing i like about national day is the 2 and 1/2 days of hols )
things i have to do.
i have GOT to stop being an emo kid.
i have GOT to stop listening to emo songs.
I MUST READ HARRY POTTER #7.
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.
I MUST GO OUT SOON. WITH SUZY AND ALSO WITH MICH.
my life seems to be running away from me.
and i really need to learn that crying too much is bad for you, especially cause it results in a runny nose which means you can’t breathe properly.
you need to know that.
sometimes we can be content with just what we have, cause one day you realize its no use hoping for something and being discontented with what you have.
its better to just treasure what you’ve already got.
life isn’t gonna be a perfect 10 upon 10, and i guess a 8 upon 10’s good enough if it makes you happy. =)
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i look at everyone around me falling in love, or people who’ve fallen, deeply.
and i’m so scared one day i might end up like them.
true love; its the sweetest feeling and the most precarious thing in the world.
and when you fall, its like falling from the sky onto glass shards.
(above taken from january 2007 from my own blog, my own wise words! 
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to a better tomorrow; i just went back to my old blog and read my january posts. during obs there was a night up on mt bubu i thanked audrey (and of course i must thank nush too!!!) for organizing disney night because it gave me a reason to live through term 1 and it helped rebuild my.. confidence, somewhat, and helped me start loving NJ. and as i read my blogposts and in between those lines to realize how happy i used to be, i just hope that this term i’m gonna stay this happy/positive and love math still.
its friday the 13th, all our papers come back next week. uh, yay ? =S
goodnight world, it is time for me to attempt sleeping. gah i am hungry =/
hello, world!
okay so you found my new blog, welcome and hello 
okay this is another cliched blog url, but i like it still
anyway yes one of the reasons why i moved here is so i can protect some of my posts so only my friends can read it. so yes, if you can’t somehow guess the password just ask me for it
oh and i went running with my mum just now haha. actually it was more of me walking with her for half the distance then running the rest myself
<3! 
<-this shows that at least some of my chem worksheets are filled (:
p.s.: comment please, thanks
hello, let me introduce you to the characters in the show.
one says yes, one says no.
okay i’m just randomly blogging here, until i decide what i really want.
by the way the header of this post and the first line are the opening lyrics of i dare you by shinedown, my current song
